The slightest thought that seeps in the complexity of my mind easily upsets me. How I think about everyone else in comparison to who I am, where I was, triggered extreme inferiority. Like as if my self esteem wasn't low enough already, I had to do this to myself. Please stop.
Please
Stop...
I feel an immense amount of sadness, as if I'm going through a heartbreak or somebody died. But it's none of those reasons. I'm just tired of wanting to be everything I'm not.